Crazier than you.

I'm waiting for you to call, because at this point, I'm an ENTIRE CLOTHESLINE to the wind. I'm debating with myself telling you the truth - a harsh truth that only two other people know. It's something easy to mask, in talking with other people and not like having a relationship and stuff. It depends on how far you really want to take this - not far, and you won't know, but far, and you really damn well should. And I won't be offended if you don't sign up for the hell ahead. In fact, if you don't, that's cool with me, because you have to want it to be with me, long-term, caring and whatnot, that's totally awesome, and I don't have to deal with telling anyone.

I don't want to tell you because you might run away, but I wouldn't blame you. Hurt, yeah, but well, such is life. Which is why I don't have long term relationships anymore.