I think I'm gonna call him, but when I actually have time. And yes, it kinda feeds into the Really Stupid Thing that happened last night. I don't regret it, but still, I wish it hadn't happened, because I broke one of the fundamental rules that I made for myself, and that's not cool.

Of course, I have a habit of being far too hard on myself than other people are on me. But yeah, when you start breaking the rules that you made for yourself, it's time to re-examine exactly what's going on.

Although I'm really enjoying calling myself "The Neighborhood Whore". In fact, I'm laughing my ass off just typing it. "Hi, I'm The Neighborhood Whore, what are you into?" (Seriously, I should not be laughing at this, but I am!) Good times, good times.