I have a bad feeling about this.

A really bad feeling.

It wasn't as laser sharp as the feeling I got with my mom, but it's close. I'm trying to stay positive, like I did with my mom...but I can't help it.

Now to buck up and suck it in, put on a smiling face, and try not to let the worry seep through.

I wish hospitals had face sanitizers. That would make this easier.