For James, Again

It's not as if I wish anything in life...execept for a person like me....

"gravedigger...dig me a shallow grave...so that I can feel the rain..."

And here I am again. Wondering if I'm crazy girl or totally insane.

Who am I? I don't know.

And when I do, I will be wrong.

Life in a nutshell...or so I think.

And farther down I sink

into that which I am not

but it is my lot

to be where I am in life

to have this never-ending strife

and all I can ask of the gravedigger

is that which Dave can

A shallow grave to feel the rain.