And Just Something

So I'm doing all of this writing. And my mom comes into the room, stands there for no apparent reason, is silent for a moment before she says, "Well. Someone did change the calendar to December.", and continues to stand there for a moment. Actually, for several long moments. And I wait for her to leave. Finally she does.

Just that final thought of the hell I have to live with this month. Now I'll be off to bed and cry myself to sleep with the hopelessness of it all. I love Christmas.