Yeah, it's been awhile, not much to say. Been bogged down with classes and people and such. A friend's getting married...I could've had that once...the showers, the attention, the gifts. I nearly cried. I didn't think it would be so hard to do this, to be a bridesmaid. I just have to have hope that yes, one day I will get married. Of course, not to any of the boys I meet in bars, but to someone, somewhere. And I have be strong and not bemoan the fact that I don't have a boyfriend. I gave it up for my own very good reasons (someone very dear to me really and completely understands now why I did it...I feel validated now that at least one person understands...). Such is life, my friends.